is the world going to shit?

how can we let things like this happen and continue to happen!?
http://www.vice.com/en_uk/read/cambodia-sl-factory-strikes-eng-sokhom?utm_source=vicetwitter

Four people were killed and 21 more were injured in Cambodia this morning, when police opened fire with AK-47s into a group of protesters. The deaths come after months of tension and escalating violence between the authorities and garment workers who are demanding higher wages.

The Accident

so on Saturday i was at my friends party about to sing happy birthday on her double story deck/pergola thing when it collapsed.
i should feel lucky that i was seriously hurt (only a few bruised and cuts) compared to people who broke their arm or her mum who broke her jaw and cheek/eye sockets. but i cant sleep as of nightmares of the night and i have images of the night haunting me.
that feeling just as it feel that sudden drop (it wasnt a slow fall it all dropped at once it fell and was over in about 5 seconds)
but the screams and seeing her mums face covered in blood.. i just dont know how to cope.

weight loss pills

so i bought some weight loss pills yesterday and i had one this morning i haven’t had anything to eat all day! i haven’t felt hungry at all!!! i hope they work at they were like $45. i told a co-worker and she told me to be careful that because i’m not eating that my body doesn’t store the fat instead of using it up, i’m scare this is happening or going to happen :\

ill keep you guys updated on what happen 🙂

need someone to talk to.

hey guys, so I’ve been looking at diet pills recently but i’m not sure if i should buy them I’ve heard they can really mess with you if you don’t use them probably and am a little scared to try.
I’ve also researched into pro-ana sites.. they are interesting and these girls (and guys) are so determined to be “perfect” and “skinny” but to me they already are! how can’t they see that? but i guess people could look at me and say the same. say i’m an idiot and stupid for even thinking of pro-ana and that i’m fine how i am. but its not what i see, you know? i see fat i see every slightest imperfection its magnified.

please share your thoughts!

Christmas?

That’s right, its almost Christmas time again but this year me and my brother are putting a twist on the traditional Christmas dinner.
We are both going to collect recipes and then choose the best and strangest recipes for Our Family Christmas Dinner (plus we arent telling them what it is at first!)
so far i have:
– Turduckin (not so different and unsual thesedays)
– lard salad
– true love roast
– KFC pie
– Cherpumple pie

please i would love some suggestions, THE WEIRDER THE BETTER!!!